mom to be.. some day

I've never posted this (see below).. who knows why, but I am posting it now cause I just want to remember this time. Very shortly after I wrote this, on August 11th 2010, I actually got pregnant.. what are the odds??? hahaha :) Oh the intuition of a woman, it is precious!

"Ok, how should I say this?
Today I received my first 2 maternity tops! ha! :)

I know, I'm crazy, and my husband thinks so too, since.. well no I'm not pregnant.. yet. But that's how I do things. If I'm going to do something then I start doing it even if it's not here yet. I get prepared and how can that be bad? Worth it every penny since I got it for so much less, I waited for sales and I got 2 nice maternity tops from Shade which I loOove. Now just wish us luck that I can use them soon :)"


{by the way, after the miscarriage the shirts are now still in a bag, waiting to be used.. let's see what the new year will bring, right?}

moving.. could it be fun?

mmm not really :)
Well, I've always liked to travel, visit new places and all. But looking back at my last 5 months, I think I'm so ready to be in one place for longer then.. yep 5 months :)

Ok there is a fun part of it. One of the things my husband and I like to do when we are together is simply walking and talking. Yep, that seems to be our best formula.
Not to mention very often it brings us very easily to a state of "day dream" about things we would like, wish, love and appreciate. I love those moments..

I got a little job..

my kinda job - White fabric I'm coming back!! And today I feel like I'm finally going back to my world even if in very, very small portion:)  I'm SO happy! :)

Must be the fact I've got nothing with me I can work with, no means to buy my tools, and haven't worked on wedding gowns for a time that seems forever.. I feel so inspired! Sometimes all you need is a simple pencil and start drawing on some rough paper and see what happens :)  I feel kinda like Katie Sokoler in her day of live blogging creation.

{by Color me kate I LOVE her work oh SO much I can't tell you!!  / via Elsa bags and Say Yes To Hoboken}

simple little warm photo shots

cause today outside is raining.. 

this brought me warmth :)

Ok.. maybe I am missing my husband terRribly now looking at the pictures I chose hahaha! Can't wait for the week-end to be here already!!

{picts. by amazing Stephanie Williams Photography~beautiful, beautiful way of capturing such special events. Love it!}

I'm feeling cozy

must be the first snow falling, the fire craking on my back, the candle lights and smell of tangerins..
all I want is to wrap me up with a nice white soft blanket :)

{Switzerland wonderland..}

a new place to be inspired

moving to a new place, new country and such left me with very little I used to work with, pass my time with and get inspired. And let's just say it: inspiration keeps me alive.

I then discovered the life of blogging which kept me company for a good 7 months. Oh gosh what you can find around! It is amazing!

I like to use my hands, see images in front of my eyes on a piece of paper, touch material, make shapes with my hands, color with real pencils ect, make my own inspired portfolio with scissors, glue and all kinds of materials and object I could find. "Upholster" the wals with my own projects, and inspiration boards.

But again, the resources have been very limited and so here I am, discovering a new world of digital colors and shapes, where well yes you can very much get inspired.

 And so be it. I started this blog turning 30 years old, not knowing exactly where my life was going, but very much excited for the adventures to come. And I have to say, my life did change big times. I've found my home finding the love of my life, my husband. All this experience and the few years before have opened up new ways, new doers in my life that truly make me happy like never before.

I now want to just keep going, get inspired by the goodly, simple things that make this world so dang fantastic!

pretty much in love

I'm Christian's wife :)

and a Wedding Gown Designer and LOoooOVe it!

I did design my own dress .. wow is it a year ago?? Yes it is! What an experience. I'm really not used to design and make something for me, so it has been extremely an hard work. If on top you put a broken back that put me completely out of movement.. yea quite an experience hahaha!

I now moved to a different country, with all it's differences and I'm enjoying it all!

In my prospective

Life is made to be inspired, 

and I seek to find my inspirations 

everyday

in beautiful simple things.

Hopefully soon I'll be able to get back to work 

for all of you future brides out there!

Even you

still dreaming about that day, cause let me tell you.. 

That day will come, 

and you better be prepared for the most incredible of times!

You'll then realize once more that

faith is just a gift. 

Using it is a choice.

The outcome is an imaginable "stretched" discovery.

Life is a whole new world to be

and gratitude is an overwhelmed heart of happiness.

They say it's called.. 

"Love".